Today is the 20th August 2013. 

I'm a horoscope of Gemini, and never would I doubt myself if I am one. From the first time I ever read about the characteristic of a Gemini, I'm fully aware that it was right. 

I cannot help but agree that people of Gemini indeed has dual personalities. It's hard living with two personalities because the choices you make affects the other. In my case, my two personalities are of extreme cases. I'm now living the personality of the simple and happily ever after, and damn right it's suffocating at the same time suppressing the personality of the other - the life living in the city, chic, lush, party going and never worrying about love because marriage is out of the question.

While I was in my teenage years, party and New York was all I ever think about. It was the best years I've live so far. Dangerous indeed, but never quite unhappy. And then things change. I can never stop myself from revolving about these topics. Because it was what I wanted most. 

Dreams being dreams, let's be realistic and settle down. Yes, I've got it done. 

It's probably one of the hardest things in life trying to get settle down. Because it's very difficult living with someone else for the rest of your life when two have very different mind set and living styles. So what if you love each other? I love my sister too but I don't like sharing room with her coz she always sleeps late, have a huge ass loud alarm ringtone and keeps the light on when she sleeps. If siblings can violently reject to share rooms, let alone lovers. 

I can't help but realize how different we are whenever we have an argument or whenever I get pissed off cleaning up the house, like right now.

It's lame to vent it on a blog I totally know, but I just hate it when I see your race packs and cigarette butts piled up like a fucking trash place. Two personalities, and I know the other side of me would never go through this kinda shit.